Very Odd

I just put in a 1,007 hand session and am really happy with how I played, plus I felt like I ran decently enough. I had a few one and two outers on me in pretty decent pots, but not anything upsettingly bad. I kept my head the whole time and they really didn't affect me. Usually I never pay attention to how I am doing, if I am up or down, during the session and just wait till the end to see. I usually guess how much I made or lost and am almost always very low on my estimates, meaning that I usually do better than I think. Well, I would have guessed that I was up 300 or so on this session, so it was pretty decent and that means that I was probably up 500-600 or so. Well, when I checked at the end I was down $40.... It was really bizarre because I really played well, didn't run awful, and never really made any mistakes. It really threw me for a loop.

It's just really kind of frustrating I guess. I mean I had a session where I feel like I SHOULD have made money. Nothing went wrong really and I played better than I have in a week. I guess maybe it's just that I am getting more immune to the bad beats. That really could be the only reason I can think of, maybe I ran worse than I realized. I don't know.

I am really disheartened at the moment. I'll try to make some money tomorrow.